2 years

still have your tie in my cupboard.dropped out while i was taking out the old n team jersey for today's race.still deeply missed my friend.seragoon brothers.ha.been long.

Home sick

(Home sick)~ Mercy me

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are goodbyes
And in Christ, there is an end
So I'll not hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord won't give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now.

Hey man. It's been so long. Just to let you know that I am still following what you left behind here on earth. And I will become a teacher and touch the life of students just like you did.

See you soon (:

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It will soon be Teachers’ Day 2009, and also the 3rd anniversary of that special, strange meeting…the place may have experienced some changes but not the memories …

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Stephen, it's June 18, 2009 where I am now, and today’s a good day to reminisce about that special period long ago when we entrusted our innermost secrets to each other, at that special place so far away ...

Hey stephen.

I just wanted to say that I may not know you like other did, didn't fight alongside with you like other did..But what you did...what you were..what you stood for..For guys like me it means everything like a great example to follow..I just wanted you to know that.

Coping without you

Hello Stephen,

I had been hiding my feelings, trying to come to terms on the day that you were gone. It is not easy. Really. I miss having you around for trainings. I can vividly remember you as my inspiration to continue to push hard during the trainings.

It is one of those hard working days and I will look up, taking a break and wondering how you had been doing. Whether you are giving us that cheeky look and shouting at us with the donald duck voice, asking us to press on.

Yes, I miss all these. And you will always always be that driving force for me to continue.

Miss you. Very very very much.