Coping without you

Hello Stephen,

I had been hiding my feelings, trying to come to terms on the day that you were gone. It is not easy. Really. I miss having you around for trainings. I can vividly remember you as my inspiration to continue to push hard during the trainings.

It is one of those hard working days and I will look up, taking a break and wondering how you had been doing. Whether you are giving us that cheeky look and shouting at us with the donald duck voice, asking us to press on.

Yes, I miss all these. And you will always always be that driving force for me to continue.

Miss you. Very very very much.

Dreaming of you

Hi Stephen,

I dreamt of you again last night. This is the second time i dreamt about you after so many months.

I can feel the loneliness and the sadness rushing into my heart as i look on as your hand slipped away from mine.

Just want to let you know that you are always in my heart. i miss you.