In fond memories of Stephen Loh

dear stephen,how r u? you're a second fren who went away in 3 years. there's a paper coming up, but it's hard to concentrate...your bright smile and tiny eyes keep appearing in my head. it pains me when i saw your name appear in the news and i'm shaken by ppl who are so bloody insensitive and are discussing bout you n your frens deaths in forums...i remember the times when i massaged your bulgy muscles. my hands got all tired and you still wanted more.i remember you laughing at me during exams cos your exams were so freaking easy...i remember the times when both of us went thru a relationship breakup. we were there for each other silently... you intro-ed me to corrine may, and it became my healing album. you asked me to watch corrine may's concert with you, and we went. immersed in her performance, you wiped away a tear. i saw it, and wiped away mine.i remember when i wanted to go vietnam and you copied me and went there before me!i remember... you still owe me a dinner...:( i admire you cos you're so young at heart and passionate. you were so proud when you showed me your SEA medal, and i'm full with regrets now cos i lost my fake "SEA medal" tht u bought for me... :( you always say you're an old man and need to sleep early. the last time we talked online, it was a brief one cos AS USUAL, u wana go n sleep. how i wish you should have stayed a bit longer, so i could spend a bit more time with you...actually, i still don't believe it. for 2 days i have been looking at the news just to confirm, again n again.i'm glad i hav so many fond memories of you. and each one of them are unique and held close to my heart.ps. after thinking through, i decided to make this entry public. so tht anybody who wish to read bout it will know that stephen is REAL,SPECIAL, and not jus some VICTIM OF DRAGONBOAT ACCIDENT.

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